After you file

So very sorry for the losses you have experienced.  But--no-- no one can access your account or your tax returns and email them to you.  You are the only one who can access your own account and print it or view it yourself.  And email is not a secure way to send a tax return anywhere.

I notified the moderators to remove the personal information you posted, but you should try as soon as possible to return to this post and click those three little blue dots on the upper right to edit out the name and address you posted here.  This is a public website that can be seen by anyone.  Please do not post personal contact information here--scammers or would-be identity thieves may see it and contact you pretending to be from TurboTax.

You do not say if you used online TurboTax for 2018 or if you used desktop.  If you used online you can find your account and print the return again.  If you used desktop software (CD/download) the tax file is on your own hard drive.

Many people have multiple TT accounts and forget how to access them.  Log out of the account you are in now.

Account recovery

https://myturbotax.intuit.com/account-recovery/

https://ttlc.intuit.com/questions/1901535-forgot-your-turbotax-online-user-id-or-password

Or did you use the desktop version of TurboTax?  If so, the files are on your own hard drive or any backup device you used like a flash drive.

https://ttlc.intuit.com/questions/1901486-how-many-turbotax-accounts-do-i-have

https://ttlc.intuit.com/questions/1901535

https://ttlc.intuit.com/questions/1901659-find-your-tax-data-file-in-mac

https://ttlc.intuit.com/questions/1900721-find-your-tax-data-file-tax-file-in-windows

To get a copy of your previously filed returns prepared with online TurboTax https://ttlc.intuit.com/questions/1900748-how-do-i-get-a-copy-of-a-return-i-filed-in-turbotax-online

https://ttlc.intuit.com/questions/1900748-how-do-i-get-a-copy-of-a-return-i-filed-this-year-in-turbo...