I use turbo tax every year and it is sent to me. I am just now starting my 2024return and I can't find my turbo tax that I paid for. Is there another way to access it?

Did you buy the Desktop program?  Did you get the 16 digit License Code?

How to install and Activate the Desktop Download program with a License Code

How to install TurboTax CD/Download software with license code

Sounds like you are on the Advantage auto renew plan?  This year they stopped sending the CD.  It’s download only.   If you are an Advantage subscriber sign onto your Advantage account to download

https://accounts-tax.intuit.com/turbotaxadvantage