Have to amend my taxes but can't find 1040x form. What can I do to amend my taxes?

You wait a couple of weeks for the 1040X which is not yet available.    Do not amend until your first return has been fully processed.

it is April 18th and I still don't see the 1040X form... where can it be found in turbo tax?

If your return is accepted, you will need to follow the following steps in TurboTax to amend the return:

1. Sign in to TurboTax
2. On the home screen, scroll down to Your tax returns & documents and select the year you want to amend
3. Select Amend (change) return, then Amend using TurboTax Online
   • If you're told to amend your return via TurboTax Desktop, follow the steps for TurboTax CD/Download below instead
4. On the screen OK, let's get a kickstart on your amended return, select the reason(s) you're amending and Continue
5. When you reach Here's the info for your amended federal return, select Start next to the info you need to change
6. Continue through the screens, make the changes you need to make, and carefully answer the remaining questions to finish amending your return

For more information on amending returns, see the link below:

How do I amend my federal tax return?