Returns prepared using desktop software are never linked to your online account. They are only stored on your own hard drive or any backup device you use like a flash drive. Only returns prepared using the online software are stored online. Sorry.
If you cannot recover them due to a hard drive failure, etc. you can get a free transcript from the IRS or for a fee of $50, an actual copy of the return.
https://www.irs.gov/individuals/get-transcript
Contact your state for copies of previous state returns.
https://ttlc.intuit.com/questions/1901670-how-do-i-contact-my-state-department-of-revenue
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