Didn't understand your post. But if you bought the Desktop Download it has been available to download since early November. Access your downloads here
https://shop.turbotax.intuit.com/commerce/account/secure/login.jsp?pagecontext=download
Or you can buy the Desktop Download program here,
https://turbotax.intuit.com/personal-taxes/cd-download
The Online browser version you log into won't be out until mid December. Keep checking back.
