Church gave me 1099 NEC but I am NOT self employed, nor independent contractor. I am their administrative assistant. Salary was less than $8400. I am not a business. HELP

They used to give me W-2, but quit, but I cannot deduct anything. I was employed by them to work fifteen hours per week. I used their office, their equipment, just showed up to work as from 2018-2022.  2023 was not given W2.  I cannot afford to pay all that $$$... businesses and contractors have DEDUCTIONS. I DO NOT.   What can I do? Please HELP me.  (I also just started receiving SS retirement  monthly).   Signed: Hyperventilating in AR.