Tax help for military filers

I need to see what your are referring to, as stated The computer I had when filed, the hard drive seized and unable to get anything off it.  How do I get the 2017 and 2018's so I can see what you are referring to?  Please don't yell at me...It is not professional and like I said I called in 2018 and 2019 and asked these questions, as I don't have the memory capacity to remember from 2021 what was exactly selected in 2018 and 2019.  This going back and forth is not helping as the IRS has billed me $8000 which no matter what was selected, the 1099-R and W-2's were included and I followed the prompts and choices with TurboTax advice.