After you file

You sound much more like a glass-half-empty person. Truthfully, I would have felt much better about receiving my Turbo Tax, e-filed,  2019 return, and my stimulus checks relatively soon had I not read your reply/post. And, sorry but GOD has nothing to do with this. I would prefer to leave Him out of insignificant issues in my life that will eventually work out.  This too shall pass.