@ cherryhill2017
This is a public Internet forum. It's not a good idea to post personal info in the forum. You can edit your post above if desired. There is a 3-dot icon in the right corner of your posting.
When you download/print your 2018 PDF are you saying the NJ return is not in it--only the Federal? If so, we can tell you another way to download/print a larger PDF by opening things back up and going to the Print Center.
Or as VolvoGirl suggested, do you find no evidence you have prepared any 2018 return at all in that acount? If not, then use the Account Recovery tool provided above to look for multiple accounts.
