Please look into therapy. Life does not have to be such a struggle. The wonderful thing about life is that once you really make up your mind to change it, you will be amazed at the difference. There is a book by Napoleon Hill called Think and Grow Rich. I read it when I was young and struggling. I followed his ideas, created a plan, and graduated from college. I still struggled, but each year I did better. Now the money rolls in so easily, I wonder why I waited so long.
