What motivates me the most is my four grown sons! They have been through hard times that most people couldn’t even imagine from having their daddy pass away at the age of 41 from a brain aneurysm that we had no idea about, and during the worst year due to COVID so none of them were allowed to tell their daddy bye or that they love him. The 2 oldest ones both lost their best friends, one of which was murdered and the other in a car accident with my son, whom held his dying friend in his arms until he took his last breath, ugh! Then their pawpaw found out he had an aneurysm in his Aorta and we all had to sit and pray with him through that too! I watch my kids in pure amazement and I know if they can still push themselves to get up and work and carry on every single day, by the grace of God himself, with no drugs or alcoholic beverages, then I sure as heck can move on with my life sober as well!! I love my family and i truly am blessed way more than i deserve!!!